Izzaty’s Seventh Heaven

Me before nikah: - Already ask Aslam about getting contraceptives. I would like to take them a month before nikah. But he said, no need (he had other option which only 30% success, which I know nothing about) - Aslam said we’ll be ready to get pregnant two years after nikah. But then he said, one and half year. Me after nikah: - I still don’t want to get pregnant so early. This girl is getting a baby? She’s still a baby! - I’m fat. I’d look fatter. I may be the fattest woman in this universe. Me after 3 days late: - Bought a UPT. Sorry, two - Didn’t talk to Aslam (as it was all his fault (if I’m really pregnant)) - First test= negative. But didn’t satisfied because feel something fishy. Never late for period - Aslam knew I didn’t like this. Talk me out of it. So what? It’s our child, lol. Not someone else’s. ++ I’m getting older (like he said) - Feeling okay after that. At least I know I’m not alone. Me after 5 days late: - Second test= positive - Smile - Told Aslam - Will test again a...

I really want to be a better version of myself. Not only for myself (that’s the most important), but also for the people I love. And especially for you, my dear Aslam. But I’m not getting any closer to something called better (I guess) 😂 And what I realized, so did Aslam. But (there’s a but- please read me first) how can he be better when he already THE BEST?! “Sepatutnya orang yang buat maggi ni kan. Bukan awak.” Aslam: Kenapa pulak? “Sebab orang isteri. Pastu sebab awak yang nak pergi kerja, so oranglah yang kena sediakan.” Aslam: Yeke macam tu? “So salah ke?” Aslam: Ada yang betul, ada yang salah. “So apa yang betul, apa yang salah?” Aslam: Betullah. “Betul?” Aslam: Ha betullah ni maggi. Bukan blablabla *memain* Get to know you, get to marry you, but still can’t get inside your head. Tapi memang macam tu pun. Aslam bukan jenis nak fikir-fikir ni kerja siapa, tu siapa patut buat. Dia bukan jenis nak fikir hal remeh-temeh (really opposite from me) sebab banyak lagi benda berfaedah ya...

Alhamdulillah for today. Alhamdulillah for life as HIS humble servant, Aslam’s wife, mama’s daughter, a sister, a friend and as Siska Kiko’s mommy. Alhamdulillah! Tak banyak beza pun (konon) kehidupan selepas kahwin. Aslam banyak tolong (banyak sangat even dia pergi kerja, aku cuti lama) macam contoh semalam dia yang goreng nasi untuk sarapan harini (sebab dia tahu Nurul Izzaty ni sangat-lah failed bab goreng-goreng eceh, padahal banyak je lagi benda failed). Start semalam Aslam kerja pagi, sebelum gerak mesti dia tunggu kejap tengok aku kunci pagar dulu baru dia gerak. If that was not love, I don’t know what is ehek. Pastu pagi tadi lepas salam, Aslam cium dahiiiiiiiiii. Ada je dia cium dahi sebelum-sebelum ni tapi bukan lepas salam. Rasa berbunga-bunga hati dengan butterfly sambil gajah menari tengok harimau kejar rabbit. Meriah betul hati aku pagi ni! Tak terfikir pun nak bukak blog baru after married. Ingat nak stop and tulis ringkas je apa-apa benda kat Twitter. Tapi rasa macam an...