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Better.

I really want to be a better version of myself. Not only for myself (that’s the most important), but also for the people I love. And especially for you, my dear Aslam.

But I’m not getting any closer to something called better (I guess) 😂 And what I realized, so did Aslam. But (there’s a but- please read me first) how can he be better when he already THE BEST?!


“Sepatutnya orang yang buat maggi ni kan. Bukan awak.”

Aslam: Kenapa pulak?

“Sebab orang isteri. Pastu sebab awak yang nak pergi kerja, so oranglah yang kena sediakan.”

Aslam: Yeke macam tu?

“So salah ke?”

Aslam: Ada yang betul, ada yang salah.

“So apa yang betul, apa yang salah?”

Aslam: Betullah.

“Betul?”

Aslam: Ha betullah ni maggi. Bukan blablabla *memain*


Get to know you, get to marry you, but still can’t get inside your head.

Tapi memang macam tu pun. Aslam bukan jenis nak fikir-fikir ni kerja siapa, tu siapa patut buat. Dia bukan jenis nak fikir hal remeh-temeh (really opposite from me) sebab banyak lagi benda berfaedah yang dia boleh fikir.

You’re really an angel. I love you, suami ❤️

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